My Silent Companion / Jen I See you in my dreams--- Laughing happily, free from sorrow, And safe from life's misfortune. The joy that lights your eyes fills me with comfort, And I know that every step that I make, You also take. Guiding me down life's path, through obstacles in my way--- You are my silent companion. When God took you back---it changed our lives And our perspective. We now see the vibrant glow That lives in every one of His creations, And it reminds us of you. I hear your life in the crashing surf and feel warmed by your hugs in the soaking sun. You are everywhere---- You are my silent companion. Though I want to reach out to you And hold you tightly in my sorrow, I know you can feel my tears on your shoulder As you surround me in your soul. You sprinkle my life with tokens and treasures, Reminders and reassurances of how much you love me. I know you'll live inside my heart And walk with me until I can join you---- Forever as my silent companion
By: Jennifer Forrest TCF, Orange Coast CA
Thinking of Blake / Norma Sanders (Blake's Aunt )Read >>
Thinking of Blake / Norma Sanders (Blake's Aunt )
Blake I want you to know that I think of you everyday!
I think of you every time I go to watch my bestfrien mud race
I wish you were ther with me I love you so much!!!!!!
I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope these few words from the Holy Scriptures might bring you some relief in your time of grief...
John 11:32-45
32 And so Mary, when she arrived where Jesus was and caught sight of him, fell at his feet, saying to him: “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.” 33 Jesus, therefore, when he saw her weeping and the Jews that came with her weeping, groaned in the spirit and became troubled; 34 and he said: “Where have YOU laid him?” They said to him: “Lord, come and see.” 35 Jesus gave way to tears. 36 Therefore the Jews began to say: “See, what affection he used to have for him!” 37 But some of them said: “Was not this [man] that opened the eyes of the blind man able to prevent this one from dying?”
38 Hence Jesus, after groaning again within himself, came to the memorial tomb. It was, in fact, a cave, and a stone was lying against it. 39 Jesus said: “TAKE the stone away.” Martha, the sister of the deceased, said to him: “Lord, by now he must smell, for it is four days.” 40 Jesus said to her: “Did I not tell you that if you would believe you would see the glory of God?” 41 Therefore they took the stone away. Now Jesus raised his eyes heavenward and said: “Father, I thank you that you have heard me. 42 True, I knew that you always hear me; but on account of the crowd standing around I spoke, in order that they might believe that you sent me forth.” 43 And when he had said these things, he cried out with a loud voice: “Laz´a·rus, come on out!” 44 The [man] that had been dead came out with his feet and hands bound with wrappings, and his countenance was bound about with a cloth. Jesus said to them: “Loose him and let him go.”
45 Therefore many of the Jews that had come to Mary and that beheld what he did put faith in him;
If you have any questions regarding the hope expressed in these few verses please go to the link below...
To Your Sisters / Heather Drewel (stranger)
Hi I know you don't know me, but I know your pain. I lost my brother in 2003 and still til this day it seems like it just happend that I will never get over it. People don't understand unless they have been through it. There isn't a day that doesn't go by that I don't think of my brother. And this seems wierd, the longer it's been the harder it gets for me. I always thought time will heal your pain and sorrow but it hasnt mine at all. But I just wanted to let you know that I am sorry for your lost and I know how you feel. Feel free to get on my brothers. His name is travis Webster. God Bless Close
Heaven received another angel today! / Jennifer Read >>
Heaven received another angel today! / Jennifer
Heaven received a special angel today to join Blake and all of my other family members. My uncle Ed passed away this morning.
So thankful and sad at the same time / Jen Read >>
So thankful and sad at the same time / Jen
I know those that know me...know how I have always said I am glad that Blake did not suffer for days on end to only die later. I don't think any of us would have been strong enough to deal with that. What we went through was hard enough, but to suffer and then to meet the ultimate fate he met would have been even harder. I have been reading websites at Caring Bridge of different children who are suffering with Cancer and I can't imagine what those children are having to endure most less the families that have to watch them each and every day. Hold tight to your love ones and know that each day is a gift from God and only He knows when our time will be over here on this earth. Thanks to each and every person who continues to read and sign Blake's webpage. We will always miss him, but we do know that one day we will see him again!! Close
PRECIOUS BLAKE, / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT Read >>
PRECIOUS BLAKE, / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT
Six years / Jennifer
Six years have past since I last saw you and I still remember that last conversation llike it was yesterday! I would give anything to have you back here and to see what kind of man you would be! I know you would be a handsome man...Look who your big sister is! You can't help but to look good when you favor me! HA! I wish my little roten girl Abigail and her two roten cousins would have had the chance to know you like Jensen did...Speaking of Jensen she remembers almost everything about you and people think little children can't remember things!
Six years is a long time to be without someone but it is almost like time stood still..there is no way to know what the last six years would have been like if you had been here!
Hugs and kisses are being sent to Heaven today! Love you always! Close
Thinking of you Blake. / Beverly Brown (Thomas Allen) (Visitor)Read >>
Thinking of you Blake. / Beverly Brown (Thomas Allen) (Visitor)
On July 20th Blake will celebrate his 20th birthday while playing with other angels! This is the 6th birthday he has celebrated in Heaven. Boy does time fly. It seems like yesterday I was listening to him and Tonya fuss and Jensen and him playing around acting silly. Now when we all get together all we hear is the four little one's playing without their uncle Blake. I know he is proud of his 3 nieces and his one brillant handsome nephew! Each one of them has a part of him in them!
Blake we love you as much as the day you were born!
I miss you / Tonya Davis (sister)
I wish you could have meet your niece and nephew. Laken and Geoffery remind me so much of you. Laken is out going like you and Geoffery has no care in the world like you. Laken has your smile and Geoffery has your looks. I hope you are looking down on us and smiling. I hope you and Fred Jr. are making sure nothing happens to all of us. I know you both were watching over me last Dec. 22, 2005. Laken always tells me that Uncle Blake and Grandpa comes to sees her and that you both talk to her. I love you and miss you so much.
Remembering Blake / Jen
Today has been 59 months since I saw my sweet little brother. Time sure does fly by. It seems like it was a month or so ago and then other days it seems like eternity. As Sept. 11th approaches, I think of the many many people who lost love ones and how I tried to block that horrible day out of my mind and then exactly one month to that horrible day we buried my little brother that same year! 2001 seems to be a year that all of us experienced some sort of loss close to us. I wish I could hug everyone who lost a loved one that year. For us it was a trying year...Sept. 11th, then Blake died, my father in law had heart surgery and then my child's baby sitter's husband had a heart attack....all of which happened in three months. Talk about stress, high emotions and grief....It was all there for many many months!
To all who may read this may God Bless You! And to my angel brother....I love you very very much and I can't wait until the day I get to hug you and rub that head of hair :) one more time! Close
Happy 19th Birthday / Jennifer
On Thursday July 20, 2006 Blake will be celebrating his 19th birthday in Heaven. I hope everyone will sign his webpage to let us know you are thinking of him.
Here on earth we are put together in families. Our loved ones become inexpressibly precious to us. We live in intimate associations. One gets so close to mother and father, wife or husband, sons and daughters, that they literally become a part of one's very life. Then comes a day when a strange change comes over one that we love. He is transformed before our very eyes. The light of life goes out for him. He cannot speak to us nor we to him. He is gone and we are left stunned and heartbroken. An emptiness and loneliness comes into our hearts. We brokenheartedly say "That the one whom I loved is dead." It is such a cold, hopeless thing to realize. Then, out of the very depths of our despair, comes that marvelous declaration of our Lord: I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. John 11: 25,26
Then we know! We know we have not lost our loved ones who have died. We have just been separated, and as long as we live there will be an empty place left in our hearts. To some extent, the loneliness will always be there. But when we really know that one is not forever lost, it does seem to take away, a little bit, of the sorrow. There is a vast difference between precious memories, loneliness, the pain of separation, on the one hand, and a sorrow that ruins and blights our lives, on the other hand.
Hope these words are of comfort to you my friends. Please, please know that you are always on my mind and in my heart and prayers. My hands are not better yet, in fact the left one is very numb right now, so it is hard to type. But even though I can't write every day as I did before, I think of you every day. In Christian Love, Melissa
Not now, but in the coming years, it may be in the better land: we'll read the meaning of our tears, and there, some time, we'll understand.
ON THE WINGS OF DEATH AND SORROW, GOD SENDS US NEW HOPE FOR TOMORROW. AND IN HIS MERCY AND HIS GRACE, HE GIVES US STRENGTH TO BRAVELY FACE THE LONELY DAYS THAT STRETCH AHEAD. AND KNOW THAT OUR CHILD IS NOT DEAD, BUT ONLY SLEEPING AND OUT OF OUR SIGHT. AND WE'LL MEET IN THAT LAND WHERE THERE IS NO NIGHT.
Love is always bestowed as a gift -- freely, willingly, and without expectation.... We don't love to be loved; we love to love. ~ Leo Buscaglia
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